Tuesday, January 5, 2010
3 card daily draw - Wednesday, Jan. 6th
This is a 3 card daily spread done with Froud's Faeries' Oracle.
I was a bit upset when I did this reading, over some things that are going on with my mother in law, who is very ill. The reading felt as if it were a mix - for both her and myself. It confused me somewhat, so I did another reading afterwards, but here is the reading that I did with this deck.
The Bright Mother
Lys of the Shadows
The Soul Shrinker
The Bright Mother is back, she is really trying to get my attention. Perhaps I need go pull deeper from this card. There is a need to put someone else first, and I am relatively certain this is Pete's mom. She isn't getting proper health care, and I am very afraid that we are going to lose her. It's an odd situation for me. I'm not used to the quality of healthcare here in Canada, I'm not used to not getting answers. I know that there is more that can be done for her, but she is no longer able to tell us what she wants, and I'm not sure what to do. I have a very strong feeling that she wants us to let her go, I just don't know how. This is something I need to think about.
Lys of the Shadows offers her help. Someone is in the shadows, and they are struggling - again, I believe this is Grace. Lys is telling me that I can help her, and she can help her, too. I'm just not sure which direction to take, so I will turn it over to Lys.
The Soul Shrinker is warning me to be very aware of my own thoughts and feelings, and the impact they can have on others. I have to consider that I am surrounded by family members who have never known any other kind of health care, and I need to be careful what I say, because it could be misconstrued as criticism of them. I'm frustrated, but right now, it is very easy to be frustrated with the wrong people. This is something I really need to work on.